is this how you show you treasure someone?
can you at least apologize....
im so freakin tired of meeting people like you...
can we just end this now... while i still have some dignity...
it seems naman na you don't have problems loosing friends.. DIBA?!
5. a really, really touching letter...
4. an effort....
3. a song...
2. a singer...
1. a smile...
i just want the truth...
what happens when you assume? you get hurt!!!
i use to believe that the things that happen inside filipino movies and films are basically an outlet of fiction... which means it can never happen in real life... that no matter how you twist and turn, my fantasies will never come true... However, everything changed... maybe my life could have been alot different if i answered that stupid phone call during my graduation... maybe something could have started at that moment or maybe something could have ended as well... though i have no REGRETS of what i did...
there are alot of questios running on my mind lately:
1. what could have been?
2. did i make the right decision?
3. is it true?
4. is he what i think he is?
looking back... im sure i made a good decision.. making someone wait for nothing has never been a good thing...
it's late... and i just got home from kathleen lanot's debut... VERDICT: it was the most laid back debut i have attended so far... i felt really comfortable... and most surprisingly "hindi ako inantok"...which means.. the party was fun.. i finally saw ely, rosa and osang again... i know, i know,. they missed me big time...(hahaha).. ely and osang left early, so rosa and i had our "bonding time"...
HOW DID THE DEBUTANT LOOK LIKE: a true princess... pretty in pink..
WHAT WE DID: rosa and i talked about that certain person in the party... laughing with his every move... observing and discriminating "young love"... funny how young people (hahaha..kung makapagsalita akala ang tanda).. flirt and mingle with a person they like...
scene number one: boy sits beside girl he likes...
observation: there is a gap... and a certain "ilang factor"... no touching, no talking... only looking...
scene two:boy was alone... 2 girls come near...
observation: akala nung dalawang girls artista yung guy... nagpapicture... kulang na lang ng autograph at kiss..hahaha..
scene three: girl stares at boy
observation: nung nahuli ang tingin.. nagngitian ang dalawa..
VERDICT: they might like each other...(PRAYING)
after the party.. rosa and i.. bonded with the debutant and her special friend... but we realized the people were packing up things so we said our goodbyes...
moving on...
rosa and i went to metrowalk to buy starbucks.. then we went our seperate ways..
HIGHLIGHT OF THE EVENING: meeting the J man... (but he's only 14...what a pitty)
" I want my13th ANGEL back"
dearest melat...
dahil sa pabalik ka na.. may nais akong ipakilala sayo.. kung meron dating pizza hut guy..ngayon..eto.. hahaha... mga trip e noh...
ang taong nagsulat niyan ay ipapakilala ko sayo pagbalik mo.. YES mela we know each other na... e basta... judge na lang.. galing pala..miss you... hahaha.. iba tlga epekto ng boredom...
it's 3 in the morning. i can't sleep. i've been thinking about you. how far we've gone. how long i've waited. and still waiting. i can't seem to figure out what i liked about you. but what ever it is, it's still in you. years have passed.people had come and go. we are still together. i've learned to let go before. when someone came into my life. but have i told you the truth. you were the reason why that someone left. you were too much for me. and i was too much for you. that was the problem. we were both blind. you by friendship and i by love. funny isn't it that we're still here. i have no regrets. have no worries. you are the only reason why i stand here now. living and still hoping. maybe i've overseen your real purpose. maybe you were only there to remind me that someone can only care so much for a person. that not all good deeds are reciprocated. that not every prayer is answered. that one must not expect too much. that there is still a GOD. i have lots of maybes. many unaswered questions. i hope to ask them to you someday. what i really wanna know is. if we still have a future. can we stay like this forever. can your eyes still be opened. can you still see me. and will i still have an open heart. im scared of loosing you. but what i'm really scared about is. that i might never get the chance to tell you that for all this years. you have always been that special someone. you've placed me in a position that brought me confusion. only two conclusions can be drawn from here. was i placed here for keeps or was i placed here for waste. you told me once that the person that you'll love next would be the person that was always by your side. i thought that was me. i thought wrong. it was someone far from you. a person who's mind was full of pleasure. i waited.i waited. i waited. someone came. it wasn't you. for all i know it was my knight in shinning armor. and i was the damsel in distress. never did it occur to me that knights can shine too much and blind you. you tried to win me back. and you did. that was it. you got me. you always had me. the problem was you never kept me. you allowed others to take me away. and then eventually take me back. you're selfish. i hope you know that. but maybe i was to blame. i made myself to available for you. ready to be swept anytime. but now. i'm different. i've grown. i can say im more mature now. but still a part of you stays with me. i want to let go but i cant. you need to help me out. show me im still needed. prove to me that you and i can do so much more. tell me that finally you opened your eyes. and now the light shines on me. i can only wait for so long. but now im taking the risk of accepting someone worth taking. you have to make your move now. i cant take this anymore.well actually i still can.but i cant wait.b
What is a SECOND CHANCE?
let me tell you what a second chance is... it is basically an opportunity to change something or change anything... take it seriously! trust me, the last thing you would want to do is fool around at this time... Believe it or not, given this chance to change is an honor, for this doesn't come everyday... Actually, this privilage can lead into two ways... namely: POSITIVE and NEGATIVE...
POSITVE: everything goes back to normal,.. like nothing really happend... and eventually there is a strong probability that you can be closer than before...
NEGATIVE: nothing happends, relationship is over, tata, goodbye, asta lavista, aloha, chuva... KAPUT.. that's it.. THE END
so... to the people given this privilage, a word of advice, DON'T EXPECT TOO MUCH... second chances are given for a reason... it is in your hands to choose between the beginning and the end.
